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A year ago today my father died. That’s so crazy to think about. A whole year. It feels like I’ve lived through an eternity since then. I swear I thought it was the end of the world. Not because I was particularly close with my father but because with his death also came the death of my childhood. I couldn’t be a bat anymore. I had to learn to take care of myself since my mom couldn’t anymore. This last year had been the hardest in my life and in some ways the best. So much has changed. I’ve changed. For the better I think. Things aren’t as easy as they used to be, in fact it’s hard, life is hard. But at least it’s my life and I’m finally free